What was I thinking?

It just hit me and I had to ask myself "What was I thinking"? Here I am planning on these ultra distance races and crazy stuff like that when I've hardly been running and am still trying to come back. For some reason I think I can just pick up where I left off. That may be possible but probably not smart so I've decided to rethink my crazy, lofty goals and pare them down. I think I'd be much better served if I come back gradually and build my base as I had been doing before I got a little too optomistic. Anyway, I'm going to take a stepback and determine what makes more sense for me. I've had to come back several times so I know I can do it and just need to be patient.